My name is Aimee, and I seriously need someone to slap me silly and give me a reality check. It is honestly so frustrating some days to deal with living a healthy life, but seriously, when am I going to wake up and realize that I can't lose my focus! Like I have said in previous blogs, I know how to lose weight; I have been there before losing 30lbs. I need to stop half assing everything and start putting my goals into reality. So here is my start, I am waking up early in the morning and I am going to go to the gym before I take off to LA for the day. As much as I want to go crazy and eat tons of junk tomorrow, I am going to refrain and I am going to think about what I REALLY want instead of going crazy just go crazy.
Here is what I ate today:
Chocolate Dipped Coconut Luna Bar
Potato Bacon Soup
Sorry for my little rant, but I can't help it sometimes! I guess I feel a little discouraged right now with myself. I know that there is no point in doing that because its about the past and I can't change that! I just don't really know what I was thinking not taking care of myself more. Obviously I know how hard it was for me to lose those 30lbs, so why wouldn't I take care of myself and keep a healthy life? OH WELL. Now is the time for change and I'm excited. Another thing I am doing right now, is drinking water! I noticed today I was pretty dehydrated and I need to make sure that I keep a water bottle with me always.
I'm sorry if this is kinda a downer post, but it is what I'm feeling. If anything, I want to be honest to whoever reads this blog of mine. I want people to hear my struggles and frustrations because it isn't always rainbows and butterflies! Well, I am going to get some sleep. I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow and I need to get some sleep for my workout in the morning!